Today is the 26th July 2010 . Life has been busy, even if it's without the company of my husband . I wonder what's my purpose of making it so busy to the extend whenever i reached home, i shower and fell flat on the bed snoring away .

Perhaps, i miss my husband too much .

Or rather, i want what i dream of - my dream house .

Maybe it's just me making myself stop thinking about the past again .

It's PMS period i know, and i know this is part of my PMS . If only i could have some memory loss, i would be so grateful and happy . Happy times never last .